My Drive back

I look down when you speak, hiding my tears behind my hair incase you peak
Angry for your loneliness
Annoyed with your pessimism
Bitter because you don’t listen
My heart broken, I am no help.
I leave your presence gloomy and frustrated
No hate towards you, only towards your decisions
Your glare saddens me
Your words hurt me
I'm tired of you not being stronger
Of you not letting the past go
Of you delaying a positive future
I have failed in waking you up from this shock you are in
I fear the day that I lose you, and dread the inevitable regrets
The distance between us
All the lost times