X-OUT

Wish i could hate you.
You, are weak!
I'm RIGHT here.
Yet, you still fail to see.
Wish i could,
Delete you from life,
Delete you from existence.
Wish i could,
Delete you from memory,
Delete you!
Ever kissing me,
Ever meeting me.
Delete this weakness.
Delete this feeling, of vulnerability.
Wish i could.
Its all new to me.
Wish you were,
More,
submissive.
More,
aggressive.
wish you were,
More, passionate.
Less,
distant.
Apprehensive.
More,
Confident.
More,
Courageous.
Wish you could see,
But you are heedless!
Wish you would wake up,
But you are in deep sleep.
making me wait?
you are,
losing me.
Turning me off.
you are,
confusing me.
I wish i could.
I'm wishing you were.

Curiosity Enlightened the Cat

Although you were just a page
i was blue for a bit
Not a chapter
so I'll soon be over it
perhaps we needed this split
your carelessness
emptiness
and your egotism ways
your coldness,
it doesn't suit well with my taste
no, this wasn't it
just a temporary excitement you could say
i was blind to an extend
but only until i applied the rules of the game
only then did it make sense
i started to recognize your cold frame
but its all over now
the page has been turned
i am no longer concerned
you have been replaced
replaced by my own thoughts
almost got trapped in the spirals of love
had to pull myself up
i was almost lost
no more going back and forth
this game was never about keeping scores
So, i thought
oh, and forget the table turning
its starting to bore me